FRAMELINE FILM FESTIVAL 2025 REVIEW! In contemplating the life of Roland B. Loomis, who would come to be renowned as transgressive BDSM artist Fakir Musafar, there is a secret element few pay attention to. His acts of piercing, bondage, and minor mutilation were all sacred. They all spoke to a deeply held spirituality and religious fervor deep within Musafar. This notion of tormenting and damaging the body to create a sacred space is integral to understanding the art showcased in A Body to Live In.
Starting from his earliest days in Nebraska, Musafar knew he was different. While his mother had intended he would become a fundamentalist Protestant Evangelical, Musafar was drawn to the torment and flagellation that such Christians were meant to purify themselves. A Body to Live In delves into the spiritual growth of Musafar and his close compatriots.
Well-known personalities in BDSM and related circles are highlighted in A Body to Live In. For example, at the first round of shows where Musafar demonstrated his various contortion and BDSM magic, Anton LaVey would play the organ. LaVey, notorious for starting the Church of Satanism, was a deep adherent to the spirituality inherent to Body modification and tattoos. Ganymede, a man known for leading spiritual body piercing rituals while dressed as a satyr, discusses how the ritualistic nature of the communal body piercings permits the participants to create a sacred community. It’s within the sphere of BDSM that they find the holy praxis between sexuality and spirituality.
Grin (left) and Fakir Musafar share a tender, spiritual moment in A Body to Live In, directed by Angelo Madsen Minax. Image courtesy of HARD FLOW.
“They find the holy praxis between sexuality and spirituality.”
Many practitioners of BDSM were a part of the LGBTQIA community as well. In the 80s, they too were stricken with the plague of AIDS. Many people in Fakir’s tribe were lost to that disease. What was striking about this section of A Body to Live In is the way the people interviewed spoke of this time in spiritual ways. Ganymede relates how he found himself wanting to commune with the souls of those who had already died. Cleo Dubois tells us the tale of how she performed one of Fakir’s modern primitive rituals to attempt to ward off death from her then-lover. He was HIV+, and she wanted to keep him alive through the shamanistic body piercing and dance rituals created by this sacred community.
One of the most intriguing parts of A Body to Live In occurs in the 80s, when Fakir Musafar elevates from underground shaman of the Modern Primitive BDSM movement to spokesman on Talk shows. The detail particularly struck me that after a contentious interaction on such a talk show in 1986 with Native Americans concerning Fakir’s appropriation of their Sun Dance ritual, Fakir developed a script he would stick to in all future talk show appearances. It was as if he wanted to avoid controversy. Fakir is there to revel in a new form of primitive worship. He did not wish to be a source of notoriety.
A Body to Live In would not have happened had writer/director Angelo Madsen Minax not uncovered the story of Fakir Musafar. This film is equal parts grainy home movie, brief interview cuts, found footage, and several extended Stan Brakhage-esque moments. Minax chooses to intersperse bits of Musafar’s poetry between segments of A Body to Live In. After a particularly passionate poem wherein Musafar extols the virtue of the blood flowing in his and his partner’s bodies, we are treated to a clip of red with blood cells flowing in it. This is the sort of thing Brakhage would have done during his life. It was most poignant. You can tell Minax has a lot of love and respect for Musafar and the Modern Primitive movement.
Ultimately, A Body to Live In is a heartwarming tale of sexual deviance blended with the pursuit of pure spirituality. This film is not for every audience. I do not recommend you show this to children or anyone below the age of 18, gentle reader. A Body to Live In, while a heady experience, is a film that should only be viewed by those of an iron constitution and an insatiable curiosity of adult age.
A Body to Live In screened at the 2025 Frameline Film Festival.
"…a heartwarming tale of sexual deviance"
